Tried to force my way through this show but I had to end my suffering during episode 13. This show is too long and too boring with long stretches of nothing happening while Knight contemplates. The flashbacks are tedious and the story (so far) was monotonous. I watch a lot of Vampire / Werewolf / Witch based shows and the worst by far are the "Vampire who hates being a Vampire" shows. I'm assuming Angel was influenced by this because it's basically the same thing but Angel does this so much better. I hated Angel at first too but I gave Angel 6 episodes before I became interested enough to like it. MAYBE this show begins to become interesting after episode 13 but I'm not going to waste anymore time on it.