[ArteKino '25] It could be seen as a kind of continuation of the film "Avant que j'oublie" (Jacques Nolot, 2007), shot in the real apartment where the director lives, now reflecting on his refusal to sharing his thoughts through cinema. He seems more interested in recounting his personal experiences with the young street children he invited into his home or his memories of cruising nights on the outskirts of Paris. But through his anecdotes, there emerges an interesting portrait of the artist who refuses to be one, of the filmmaker who once longed to be provocative and to reflect on his life.