Holy hell I was not expecting that ending at all. This show is oddly enough so fascinating to me just from the first two episodes alone.

i get a knot in my stomach from how great this show is at including you in the intensity, heaviness and uneasiness whenever ruben is around.

this is so dark, also loving alby

omg im speechless even the parts that I had already predicted me took a turn so fast alby was so hot though he didnt deserve that

This is only the second episode of a 6-episode series and I finished it in complete shock. I genuinely don't know what else to expect. Whatever kind of relationship Niall and Ruben have had, it has the most abusive dynamics of power I have ever seen. I was physically anxious watching Niall say "I do" only after Ruben seemed to approve it. Richard Gadd is a triple threat: He can write, direct and act like no other actor of his generation can. I love him as an actor, but watching him as Ruben, even if he's just sitting in silence, makes me physically uncomfortable. That's how good he is. He better win other Emmy and Golden Globe awards this upcoming accolade season.